That's why they call it a crush
I would like to update.. and express my inner utmost feelings.. However, although I need assurance and comforting... I need to just as much wash away these pestering thoughts kneeding mercilessly away at my emotional conscious, by not mentioning my turmoil... For my current rallies in relations are those in which I shall not be sucessful with... Therefor no point in pursuing... And usually when I want something, I go and get it. Not this time...
When you like someone.. really like someone... A person who makes you smile when not even the most jovial of things could.. Its enough to make your entire being seem eternally enchanted, euphoric, serene and content. That's what I have.. However being aware that these feelings shall never materialize into reality, due to the most unfortunate of circumstances is enough to destroy any feelings of felicity... I am being brutally mamed with each extreme.
Mercy Me, allow my tears to flow
and take pitty on my heart
for this I have nothing to show
until fate tears us apart
When you like someone.. really like someone... A person who makes you smile when not even the most jovial of things could.. Its enough to make your entire being seem eternally enchanted, euphoric, serene and content. That's what I have.. However being aware that these feelings shall never materialize into reality, due to the most unfortunate of circumstances is enough to destroy any feelings of felicity... I am being brutally mamed with each extreme.
Mercy Me, allow my tears to flow
and take pitty on my heart
for this I have nothing to show
until fate tears us apart