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How come God loves to screw with my head?! Just when my life is getting romantic I wake up realizing that my Prince Charming is 38 hours and 2392 miles away.
So last night I was talking to Hector right? And to make a long story short he says that in result of me missing him, he's going to love me with all of his heart."I thought you gave up on all the that lovey dovey stuff and don't believe in it" I ask him. Very simple response, "well you changed me" he says. Tell me that should not be written up in some fuckin fairy tale somewhere!! Too good to be true you say. Well fuck, if it was too good to be true he'd be here with me saying that shit wouldn't he, rather than being ten gigantic states away. Think what you want to think, but I have no doubt that his feelings are sincere... SO yeah... I really miss him. And to visit him in Cali I have to accomodate a chaperogne my father approves of.
On top of all that jazz I need to get back to work. All I do is go to school and mope. I'v ebeen trying to get back to work, but its hard trying to plan things according to your parents' schedules because you don't have a fucking car. Which is another obstacle I am trying to overcome.
School is good (besides the fact I had to walk there the other day. But that's just what you get for being in a disfunctional family). My english teacher thinks I'm a really good writer and that I have potential. What that means, I am not sure exactly. Never really thought about getting into a writing career, even though I've always dreampt about being the next Carrie from "Sex and the City". Best show ever, aside from "Law and Order: SVU" and of course "Who's Line".
I absolutely love all of my teachers. They are the most understanding and intelligent people. And I find myself paying a lot more attention in class now than I ever did in High School. I also know a lot of what's being taught. SO its not too overwhelming.
Still living in the hotel. Getting kind of sick of it. I swear I must be paranoid or scizophrenic. I lay awake every night listening to noises that just won't go away. Nioses from upstairs or in the hall and I think to myself "did the girls lock the door?" My body then freezes and I can't get up to lock the door or even check to see if it's locked. Also its difficult trying to talk to Hector when there are three other people in the same room trying to sleep. Then everyone wakes up so fuckin early, that I get only a few hours of sleep. Life sucks. Drama, drama, drama.
AND I FOUND A TEAR IN MY FAVORITE PINK SWEATER TODAY!!! Of all the luck lol.
ciao
Fin
So last night I was talking to Hector right? And to make a long story short he says that in result of me missing him, he's going to love me with all of his heart."I thought you gave up on all the that lovey dovey stuff and don't believe in it" I ask him. Very simple response, "well you changed me" he says. Tell me that should not be written up in some fuckin fairy tale somewhere!! Too good to be true you say. Well fuck, if it was too good to be true he'd be here with me saying that shit wouldn't he, rather than being ten gigantic states away. Think what you want to think, but I have no doubt that his feelings are sincere... SO yeah... I really miss him. And to visit him in Cali I have to accomodate a chaperogne my father approves of.
On top of all that jazz I need to get back to work. All I do is go to school and mope. I'v ebeen trying to get back to work, but its hard trying to plan things according to your parents' schedules because you don't have a fucking car. Which is another obstacle I am trying to overcome.
School is good (besides the fact I had to walk there the other day. But that's just what you get for being in a disfunctional family). My english teacher thinks I'm a really good writer and that I have potential. What that means, I am not sure exactly. Never really thought about getting into a writing career, even though I've always dreampt about being the next Carrie from "Sex and the City". Best show ever, aside from "Law and Order: SVU" and of course "Who's Line".
I absolutely love all of my teachers. They are the most understanding and intelligent people. And I find myself paying a lot more attention in class now than I ever did in High School. I also know a lot of what's being taught. SO its not too overwhelming.
Still living in the hotel. Getting kind of sick of it. I swear I must be paranoid or scizophrenic. I lay awake every night listening to noises that just won't go away. Nioses from upstairs or in the hall and I think to myself "did the girls lock the door?" My body then freezes and I can't get up to lock the door or even check to see if it's locked. Also its difficult trying to talk to Hector when there are three other people in the same room trying to sleep. Then everyone wakes up so fuckin early, that I get only a few hours of sleep. Life sucks. Drama, drama, drama.
AND I FOUND A TEAR IN MY FAVORITE PINK SWEATER TODAY!!! Of all the luck lol.
ciao
Fin