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hey i'm coming home... i'm so excited. i havent been home yet, and i'm really anxious. i'm already starting to let go of things that i've been fighing, like sickness at school. i'm now kind of getting sick, darn. oh gosh i feel so bad, i haven't done anything that i promised i would do... like staying in contact with people back home, or even my old teachers. they know and i know that its not always possible to do it, but they would appreciate it. sorry! it will be so surreal to come home, and see everyone, wow i really can't wait to see all my friends, its really been a long time. i've done a good job, at making new friends, and not clinging to some of my friends that go to UO. we all kind of decided we would experience new things without eachother, and we naturally went our own ways. But its not weird in any way, because if we see eachother, or want to hang out sometimes, and its been a few weeks, or for some of us, months, its still like we've had just as strong relationship as we had before. I like that... not always counting on what you have because its there. It feels good, i think its more grown up then some people. So basically i've been starving at school... yuck i'm so grossed out by it. i hate even thinking about it. i always have this gross taste in my mouth. luckily in Eugene, most everything is either vegan, or vegetarian, so most campus food is like that; but i really miss home cooked food. i'm trying to power through so much work right now, so i wont have that much over this break, and so that the next crucial couple of weeks with finals will be less stressful. But the work is never ending. Spanish really stresses me out, what the heck am i doing in year 2? I know i can do it, but i'm just not confident. can't wait to see everyone, and relax for a bit.
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