Mar 16, 2005 16:36
I feel heavy. I dont think that i can take going to school anymore, and i feel way to much pressure with everything. MY life is repetitive. help me. I have talked about this with other people, and it seems like everyone feels the same way. What is the deal? why am i so emotional lately?
I catch myself day dreaming all the time about the future. I have accepted the fact that i dont know what is to come, and i wont be able to change it. i cant be in charge of everything.
I actually just read my girl lauren "loco" O's, journal, it made me sad. so now i am sad.
I cant believe that i am going to hawaii!! the thought of it makes me smile.
I miss tyler, its been less than a day. *sigh, well i guess i must really love him :)
Have a good day!