Lost People
Thinking of all those people I've lost again. How does everyone else deal with it? I don't ever hear people talking about it... but everyone must think about it. Flashbacks when you're daydreaming of things in your past you haven't come to terms with, or people you've lost touch with.
Don't you ever wonder where all the people you have loved are now?
It's really hard to hear new details about people and know that even though it pulls at me to make contact with them again somehow, that I never will and may likely never see them again.
Maybe it is the syndrome of the person left. When you leave or are consumed with new things do you remember as much as the person that is in need of connection? Probably not.
I think Bq and I living together will be really good for both of us. I had a wonderful day today. It was productive and I took a long walk outside next to the lake, but still something about being alone at night gets to me and sinks me back into that lonely funk. My mom says I should look at myself as having a social quota, and I am beginning to agree with her.
Don't you ever wonder where all the people you have loved are now?
It's really hard to hear new details about people and know that even though it pulls at me to make contact with them again somehow, that I never will and may likely never see them again.
Maybe it is the syndrome of the person left. When you leave or are consumed with new things do you remember as much as the person that is in need of connection? Probably not.
I think Bq and I living together will be really good for both of us. I had a wonderful day today. It was productive and I took a long walk outside next to the lake, but still something about being alone at night gets to me and sinks me back into that lonely funk. My mom says I should look at myself as having a social quota, and I am beginning to agree with her.