Oh My GoD...WhAt ThE HelL Is GoInG On
oh my god...i found out the most shocking news today...i found out my cuzin is a f*ckin flamer...i went shopping today w/ ali at alamoana...and we went to the gap to visit mox, and we went down stairs so i could go buy some pants...we saw ryan (tanino) and i asked him how my cousin was, cause he see's him more than me...and he tells me that, "he moved out, and lives w/ his significant other"...my jaw hit the ground...*ow*...i can't believe it...i mean i guess i had a feeling, but i never really conceptualized it...i had to call kimmie and see if she knew and just didn't tell me...so i call her...and she's like, "and"...she said that she had a feeling...but she didn't know for sure...i just can't believe it...it really shouldn't bother me, because i know other people like that, but none of them were related to me...i guess i can cope...i just need some time...so, yeah...that's what happened to me today...i was going to write about work...but f*ck that...i had to write about this...oh my god...what the hell is going on...i'm too shocked to write anymore...sayoo...