Bye bye Mr Darcy
First of all, I'm so fucking tired. I have piles of school work waiting for me but I don't feel like doing anything at the moment. I don't know who invented that Jane Austen is a classic in English literature. Her books are BORING ("Ylityöllistettyjen lukiolaisten suusta kuulee totuuden"). Every time I try to read her books I fall asleep. That's great because I should allready have read the two books for the 5th Finnish course but I haven't! Manu told me yesterday that we(the video course) have a gig on 10th of April. In fact "the gig" is some ice-show in Kokonniemi. It means a day full of hard work carrying cameras around and losing your nerves several times. And I'm doing that volentarily! I'm not even in the video course! Manu just always presumes that I'm available! It's kind of a habbit of his to pull that kinds of tricks on people. This year he decided that my friends Merja and Utti will join the lightning course (or whatever it is in English).
I finally updated my journal because everyone said to me that I never do it! Only a week and then this period ends at school! I'm so happy that I don't have English anymore. No more I do believe in fairies- lady for me! She's such a horrible teacher. I'll be ok, but those in the course who are not so good at English are basically fucked. I feel sorry for them. I decided to skip double Finnish today. I've been there every single lesson and now I thought it would be good time go to the library. It's so derpressing! I play rookey, and where do I end up? At the library!!! Many of my friends are going to driving school and I feel like I should do something for the matter but it's too early.:( There's this boy Eetu who I babysit and his mom asked me to come this weekend because she wants to go dancing. I was there last weekend! We agreed that I spend there a night once a week while she goes out but this arrangement doesn't work. She asks me all the time to babysit. I don't even like to be there and she doesn't pay me enough. She doesn't have much money because she's a single parent and didn't dare to say to her that I won't do it. Typical me. On one hand I'm really rude to people sometimes and on the other hand I'm too nice. I just watched a tv-show where women discussed why it's so hard to say NO. Everything they said applied to me! How strange. It's some female thing. Anna's finished school. I'm a bit jealous to her but it's my turn next year. Oh mi god.
It's spring! I'm so happy! Today I went to school by bike for the first time! How cool is that!!!
I finally updated my journal because everyone said to me that I never do it! Only a week and then this period ends at school! I'm so happy that I don't have English anymore. No more I do believe in fairies- lady for me! She's such a horrible teacher. I'll be ok, but those in the course who are not so good at English are basically fucked. I feel sorry for them. I decided to skip double Finnish today. I've been there every single lesson and now I thought it would be good time go to the library. It's so derpressing! I play rookey, and where do I end up? At the library!!! Many of my friends are going to driving school and I feel like I should do something for the matter but it's too early.:( There's this boy Eetu who I babysit and his mom asked me to come this weekend because she wants to go dancing. I was there last weekend! We agreed that I spend there a night once a week while she goes out but this arrangement doesn't work. She asks me all the time to babysit. I don't even like to be there and she doesn't pay me enough. She doesn't have much money because she's a single parent and didn't dare to say to her that I won't do it. Typical me. On one hand I'm really rude to people sometimes and on the other hand I'm too nice. I just watched a tv-show where women discussed why it's so hard to say NO. Everything they said applied to me! How strange. It's some female thing. Anna's finished school. I'm a bit jealous to her but it's my turn next year. Oh mi god.
It's spring! I'm so happy! Today I went to school by bike for the first time! How cool is that!!!