Jul 19, 2008 01:29
Gayest title ever.
But I feel like I'm being just as emotional as one. No offense, ladies.
I just feel like I need a personal day to just sing my fucking heart out. Things just get so damn annoying sometimes that it's just too hard to deal with. And everytime I get a friend I think I can trust and talk to and everything is going to be good again, they either turn into a jackass or fall in love with me. It's fucking annoying. Why can't I just have a good friend that stays a good friend. Stop making moves on me, I'm not interested.
I've gotten used to dealing with my issues on my own before, but at this point it just feels ridiculous to have to. I mean, yes; everyone has issues, and alot of them can be worked through on our own. But sometimes it's just nice to have a good friend to talk to. Someone who doesn't bug the shit out of me.
Blah blah blah whiniest post ever.
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is, in a world of constant change, it's hard to find a friendship that will maintain a steady balance. Is it worth it to go through life constantly tolerating this constant struggle for a friendship, or should we just try our best to better ourselves so that we feel we don't need the support of another human being? And that being said, is it even possible to obtain that kind of security and trust anymore?
All that aside, it just leaves you to wonder. Where have all good friends gone?