I'm havin' trouble tryin' to sleep. I'm counting sleep but runnin' out
*Rubs eyes* Hory crap I fell asleep last night. It was too fast for me to even notice... you know that feeling? Where you're just laying there and.. bam. It was some good sleep though. Mmmmmm.
Don't exactly remember a thing I was thinking about. Which is sad.. but I guess it happens. :P
When I install Semagic on my PC I update my journal alot more than usual. It's like I have easy access so when I'm bored I get to listen to music and just type.
So yesterday was my mommy's birthday, and we went out to eat at Applebee's. Oh my god, Applebee's House Sirloin Medium Rare. Dear lord it was delicious. It melted in my mouth... It was like going upto heaven, slicing a piece of meat from God's theigh, cooking it and eating it. It was that good. My cousin Amanda was working; who's worked for there for 3 years now. She turned 21 Last month :D (Wow my Birthday is next month.. 20 wooo) While we were there I asked her if they were hiring and she got all excited, like I hadn't asked her like the last 4 times I've been there lol. So I filled out yet another App for there and she got the manager to come over and talk to me while I was there. :D I should be getting a call in a couple days. I am sooo excited. OH so excited. I've wanted to work there forever. I get to start out as a host and I really wanna be a waiter. o.o Ohh excitement. I think Paige works there, I usually see her in there at night. She's so effin nice it's ridiculous. I introduced her to James once before and she was such a doll.
OH So I was thinking about this like all night, and I've figured out what's up with me, like emotional wise. When I get sad, I don't get sad completely.. I like to turn it to anger because anger is something I know how to deal with. Yeah, go figure. What happened to me? I used to be like the least angry person I knew. I need to figure out a new way to deal with being upset, and a way to deminish the anger, before I do more crap that's irreversable.
Don't exactly remember a thing I was thinking about. Which is sad.. but I guess it happens. :P
When I install Semagic on my PC I update my journal alot more than usual. It's like I have easy access so when I'm bored I get to listen to music and just type.
So yesterday was my mommy's birthday, and we went out to eat at Applebee's. Oh my god, Applebee's House Sirloin Medium Rare. Dear lord it was delicious. It melted in my mouth... It was like going upto heaven, slicing a piece of meat from God's theigh, cooking it and eating it. It was that good. My cousin Amanda was working; who's worked for there for 3 years now. She turned 21 Last month :D (Wow my Birthday is next month.. 20 wooo) While we were there I asked her if they were hiring and she got all excited, like I hadn't asked her like the last 4 times I've been there lol. So I filled out yet another App for there and she got the manager to come over and talk to me while I was there. :D I should be getting a call in a couple days. I am sooo excited. OH so excited. I've wanted to work there forever. I get to start out as a host and I really wanna be a waiter. o.o Ohh excitement. I think Paige works there, I usually see her in there at night. She's so effin nice it's ridiculous. I introduced her to James once before and she was such a doll.
OH So I was thinking about this like all night, and I've figured out what's up with me, like emotional wise. When I get sad, I don't get sad completely.. I like to turn it to anger because anger is something I know how to deal with. Yeah, go figure. What happened to me? I used to be like the least angry person I knew. I need to figure out a new way to deal with being upset, and a way to deminish the anger, before I do more crap that's irreversable.