To Ease The Worries

[kane_d]

Dunno why...but people seem to think somethings wrong with me. maybe i seem more distant...i dunno. but i will say everythings fine and fresh. im goin to the gatherin i mean damn. yea im out of it every night. i work alot and then go out and chill. i hardly ever give myself time to just be and home and do nothing. but its how i choose to be. and

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[munchkin11587]

i only thought something was wrong b/c i thought i had done something wrong.. cuz before i left for the beach everything was cool.. then i came back and was grounded so that i understood... but i came back from nebraska and it was like none of u could talk to me or something. even holly mentioned how im always at robs so it upset me to think maybe yall didnt like me being around so much b/c i thought we were all cool and we could all chill together.. but rob said that wasnt it.. then he asked u if u wanted to go to his grandmothers and u wanted to... then i got on and said something to u for him and u all of a sudden didnt want to go.. yeh u had a good reason to not want to but it seemed to me like that reason only came around when u found out i was going too. *may not be right but its how i felt*. (and it was like even when yall were at robs for a little bit and i was there the only person who even said hey or bye was matt.) rob told me yall said that wasnt it but even when i came outside with yall after i finished talking to jodi... no one said anything to me... and u may think "well u didnt say anything either" thats because i was waiting to see if yall actually wanted to talk to me, if u did someone would have said something. so i just sat there listening to yalls conversation. newayz... sry if im just rambling... just thought id expain how i feel. when u may actually read it not just say be right back and then not say anything about it again.
*and i may be someone u consider that cant say anything to anyone in person well thats because im not good with my words in person.. i get my opinions out better when i write>>>in this case type>>>them out. newayz... i guess im out. ttyl. still love ya no matter what.