Oct 14, 2005 15:20
I came down wednesday night, and i left this morning. I did not tell anybody that i was. I drove for 4 hours in ungodly lain, and water, and i couldnt see the road more than immediately.
I came down, and i did not tell anyone. no one. Not a soul for save new paltz.
and I saw who i wanted to see. I'm sorry, but yea, i was home for one day, that day had priorities and lists of things need done.
I saw kate, charles and rich. Rich only for a second. Kate every day, and charles coulda been everyday. I wanted to find out what in the all mighty fuck was occuring on long island, and more than that i wanted to cheer kate up.
I'm sorry, but those were the point of coming down, those two things. I bonded with surprised parents too, but i even told them it wasnt to see them, thats just a side plot. I stretched and gessoed a huge ginormous canvas.
And with that list, anyone that wasn't involved i didnt tell them i was down for a day. Yea, not exactly the nicest thing to do, but at the same time i didnt feel obligated to call every freind that was around for the jew weekend and say "Hey, I'm here, but I dont have enough to time to chill. Good talk." I think thats a bit more offensive. "Hey, sorry, I'm busy. See you thanks giving if my job lets me take off!" (yea, they dont wanna)
In fact there was something i couldnt do, but that wasnt for lack of time. I hope ill follow through with doing it up here.
So I'm sorry if feelings were hurt, but i wasn't home with free time, I was there for a reason. Sorry Eliatt, sorry Rachel. There were things that needed doing.
And on a side note, ill probably be off a couple of days, because my campus requires windows to be updated, and i cant cause i have an illegitimate copy. I'll bee figuring out that loophole soon. Until then, catch me if you can.