Jun 17, 2007 21:50
Mother is ok. Low Malignancy.
Going to see my goddaughter for her birthday in August.
I won't bother mentioning what else is going on. I've known that negative people are those no one wants to be around. And I need people right now. So grin and bear it, eh?
Suffice it to say that I am done with those who can or will not invest in me. I am done being disposable to everyone and everything.
This is my time, and I will live for me. I've spent 28 years living for others, and it has given me nothing but pain. If you want to be in my life, show me you do. If you don't, then don't expect me to put effort into you for no reason.
My new goal is to get back to myself.
When I knew who and what I was.
The confusion I have maintained over the last few years is my enemy.
And I will master it.
Goodnight all, and happy Fathers Day.
nikki,
love,
life,
myself