GYG tonight was a-may-za-zing.
Jesus always makes me happy :)
Ok today went by pretty normal. I woke up like 9-10ish. Which is kinda weird I normally wake up way early. Anyways I was ready for church by like noon. I was so excited i've been in the dumps this entire week and this is just what I needed.
We watched Passion of the Christ. Afterwords we all went to In&Out. I met a guy named Mike, and Austin and Brian where actually talking to me which was cool. lol. No but I actually felt like part of the group tonight it was a great feeling. I was complaining a lot about how my cells gonna be turned off in like 2 days because I have no money to pay it. -sigh-. Anyways the night was fun.
Still I couldn't shake this - feeling. It made me reflect who I was. I don't like who I am right now. The entire drive I was waiting till everyone got off the bus so I could talk to Thomas. Not because I don't like or trust them because I do but just because i'm not the type of person to "show feelings" in any way shape or form. I thought it would just be a lot easier if only Pastor Thomas was there.
We talked, and while i'm not going into detail about that (why would I wait till everyone left the bus then spill everything I said on a public livehournal entry?) I can say that Pastor Thomas really helped me out a lot.
It's actually kind of amazing how this all worked out. A girl a barely knew (joanna i think her name was) was talking about bible club in class. And I go
"We have a bible club?"
she goes "Yea, you should come"
So I did. I liked it, and through bible club I met Brian and through him I met Pastor Thomas and then I started going to the church. I think it was God's will, I mean I'd be as lost as I was a few YEARS ago if I hadn't met them I wouldn't have matured and grown at all.
Well i'm going to go pray, then probably go to bed. It's one a clock in the mornin' dontcha know? <333
Ok today went by pretty normal. I woke up like 9-10ish. Which is kinda weird I normally wake up way early. Anyways I was ready for church by like noon. I was so excited i've been in the dumps this entire week and this is just what I needed.
We watched Passion of the Christ. Afterwords we all went to In&Out. I met a guy named Mike, and Austin and Brian where actually talking to me which was cool. lol. No but I actually felt like part of the group tonight it was a great feeling. I was complaining a lot about how my cells gonna be turned off in like 2 days because I have no money to pay it. -sigh-. Anyways the night was fun.
Still I couldn't shake this - feeling. It made me reflect who I was. I don't like who I am right now. The entire drive I was waiting till everyone got off the bus so I could talk to Thomas. Not because I don't like or trust them because I do but just because i'm not the type of person to "show feelings" in any way shape or form. I thought it would just be a lot easier if only Pastor Thomas was there.
We talked, and while i'm not going into detail about that (why would I wait till everyone left the bus then spill everything I said on a public livehournal entry?) I can say that Pastor Thomas really helped me out a lot.
It's actually kind of amazing how this all worked out. A girl a barely knew (joanna i think her name was) was talking about bible club in class. And I go
"We have a bible club?"
she goes "Yea, you should come"
So I did. I liked it, and through bible club I met Brian and through him I met Pastor Thomas and then I started going to the church. I think it was God's will, I mean I'd be as lost as I was a few YEARS ago if I hadn't met them I wouldn't have matured and grown at all.
Well i'm going to go pray, then probably go to bed. It's one a clock in the mornin' dontcha know? <333