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I had a dream that you turned and walked away. You gave me all these reasons, but now that Im awake, I can't really remember any of them. But the pain felt real. I guess probably because what you feel in dreams IS real. But Im happy to be awake now. Sometimes dreams dont come true, and I just hope this is one of them.
Melody and Max broke up. It hurts me to see such a beautiful creature go through so much turmoil, and think that its because she deserves it. Nobody deserves to be treated like this. Nobody. Not me, not Mel, not anybody. Im just glad Ive found Brad now, and I hope that my heart has finally been given to someone who means what they say when they tell me that they are going to keep it safe. Its been crushed too many times.
Its really early...especially since Im sick and all. I just want to go back to bed. Lexi is outside, trying to shake the stubborn ice from her windshield. I'll give her just a few minutes more, and then she and I will be departing for school.
I dont feel good at all. I think that aside from a headcold, that there is something else physically ailing me. Im requiring incredible amounts of sleep, and Im constanty nauseated...the only way I can suffer through a school day is with a small army of drugs to keep me somewhat lucid. I want Brad, my blanket, and my Vortex. And I just want to go to sleep with them for a few days. Maybe then I'd feel a bit better.
Anywho, Im going to go check on Lexi. Have a nice day guys...I know I wont.
Melody and Max broke up. It hurts me to see such a beautiful creature go through so much turmoil, and think that its because she deserves it. Nobody deserves to be treated like this. Nobody. Not me, not Mel, not anybody. Im just glad Ive found Brad now, and I hope that my heart has finally been given to someone who means what they say when they tell me that they are going to keep it safe. Its been crushed too many times.
Its really early...especially since Im sick and all. I just want to go back to bed. Lexi is outside, trying to shake the stubborn ice from her windshield. I'll give her just a few minutes more, and then she and I will be departing for school.
I dont feel good at all. I think that aside from a headcold, that there is something else physically ailing me. Im requiring incredible amounts of sleep, and Im constanty nauseated...the only way I can suffer through a school day is with a small army of drugs to keep me somewhat lucid. I want Brad, my blanket, and my Vortex. And I just want to go to sleep with them for a few days. Maybe then I'd feel a bit better.
Anywho, Im going to go check on Lexi. Have a nice day guys...I know I wont.