Oh my God, I Fucking Hate my Life
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT
I swear to fucking God, today was the worst fucking day of my life. Well... not really the worst, I know that today was a lot better than a lot of dats, but...
It started out with our ex-roommate starting shit with us. Yes, shit... She tried to tell me that I had to give her back a costume that she MADE FOR ME... she said I was borrowing it from her....
Yeah... because obviously I'm borriwing the costume that barely fits me because you didn't bother to measure, and would NEVER fit you, as you are at least five times my size. And you told me that... "You can have it because I won' fit it"
But then, "I never said you could have it. You're lying."
She doesn't LISTEN... and now that she's of no use to me and I KNOW that she will never change, never learn, never ever get that maybe people are trying to tell her what she's doing because they care about her and don't want to see her lose every last friend she has...
Because of that, i just don't want to try anymore. I have done so much, was the only person that defended her, was the one speaking FOR her when everyone was against... I am the reason she wasn't thrown onto her ass weeks ago. I am the one she should be grateful for. I was the one saying, "No! She can change!"
When eeeeeeeeeveryone else was saying, "OFF WITH HER HEAD!"
And what do I get? A glare and a whole string of insults, and friends showing me mass texts they're getting from her saying how much of a bitch I am... people that weren't even fucking olvovled in this shit in the first place.
So I told her.... thanks for repaying my kindness with issues.... here, have some back!
Anyway. So... we were hoping that Repo day (This entire day) would make us feel better. Our ride had a mess up and was late, and started speeding to get us to the news station in time to perform on the air... and we got to a sharp u-turn, and I KNEW we weren't gonna fucking make it....
So UP on the curb we went, about one inch away from hitting a tree. Bye bye, Amber's Sweets... "I regre to inform you that the Repo show has been cancelled, as our lead actress was killed in a car accident. Thank you."
Her tire blew out, we had to wait for a pick up... we get to the station, are told we can't perform becaue it's too "adult-themed", then say we can get an interview.
We're interviewed.... but they're not showing it THIS week, they're showing it NEXT week... the day AFTER the fucking performance.
Gee, because that was so NOT a waste of time.
So then we head up to Berkeley to perform,my Iggy-kins and I were dying because we didn't fucking sleep... which normally ISN'T an issue, but the whole shit with the roommate and getting into the crash totally exhausted us. Anyway... We get to Berkeley, we find out we have to walk around the town in groups passing out flyers, it's raining... And nobody listened to us when we tried to get our grouos, so we were left with my "big brother" Dani, and my "big sis" Misty.... and NONE of us has cell phones, nobody gave us a map, and Misty and I were wearing practically nothing, while wearing high heels.
And when we finally got to a phone we could use, nobody fucking answered. I can understand why... nobody recognized the number, and most people don't answer numbers they don't recognize... but in this case...
We finally found everyone by following the flyers.
And then we figure out that we're NOT performing, as it is raining horribly.... Which means, in fact, that the accident, no sleep, and skimpy costumes were for ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING.
When we got home, I slept. End of story.
I swear to fucking God, today was the worst fucking day of my life. Well... not really the worst, I know that today was a lot better than a lot of dats, but...
It started out with our ex-roommate starting shit with us. Yes, shit... She tried to tell me that I had to give her back a costume that she MADE FOR ME... she said I was borrowing it from her....
Yeah... because obviously I'm borriwing the costume that barely fits me because you didn't bother to measure, and would NEVER fit you, as you are at least five times my size. And you told me that... "You can have it because I won' fit it"
But then, "I never said you could have it. You're lying."
She doesn't LISTEN... and now that she's of no use to me and I KNOW that she will never change, never learn, never ever get that maybe people are trying to tell her what she's doing because they care about her and don't want to see her lose every last friend she has...
Because of that, i just don't want to try anymore. I have done so much, was the only person that defended her, was the one speaking FOR her when everyone was against... I am the reason she wasn't thrown onto her ass weeks ago. I am the one she should be grateful for. I was the one saying, "No! She can change!"
When eeeeeeeeeveryone else was saying, "OFF WITH HER HEAD!"
And what do I get? A glare and a whole string of insults, and friends showing me mass texts they're getting from her saying how much of a bitch I am... people that weren't even fucking olvovled in this shit in the first place.
So I told her.... thanks for repaying my kindness with issues.... here, have some back!
Anyway. So... we were hoping that Repo day (This entire day) would make us feel better. Our ride had a mess up and was late, and started speeding to get us to the news station in time to perform on the air... and we got to a sharp u-turn, and I KNEW we weren't gonna fucking make it....
So UP on the curb we went, about one inch away from hitting a tree. Bye bye, Amber's Sweets... "I regre to inform you that the Repo show has been cancelled, as our lead actress was killed in a car accident. Thank you."
Her tire blew out, we had to wait for a pick up... we get to the station, are told we can't perform becaue it's too "adult-themed", then say we can get an interview.
We're interviewed.... but they're not showing it THIS week, they're showing it NEXT week... the day AFTER the fucking performance.
Gee, because that was so NOT a waste of time.
So then we head up to Berkeley to perform,my Iggy-kins and I were dying because we didn't fucking sleep... which normally ISN'T an issue, but the whole shit with the roommate and getting into the crash totally exhausted us. Anyway... We get to Berkeley, we find out we have to walk around the town in groups passing out flyers, it's raining... And nobody listened to us when we tried to get our grouos, so we were left with my "big brother" Dani, and my "big sis" Misty.... and NONE of us has cell phones, nobody gave us a map, and Misty and I were wearing practically nothing, while wearing high heels.
And when we finally got to a phone we could use, nobody fucking answered. I can understand why... nobody recognized the number, and most people don't answer numbers they don't recognize... but in this case...
We finally found everyone by following the flyers.
And then we figure out that we're NOT performing, as it is raining horribly.... Which means, in fact, that the accident, no sleep, and skimpy costumes were for ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING.
When we got home, I slept. End of story.