Dont say you love me unless you really mean it because i might do something crazy like believe it.
so yea i went out on a 'date' with bre debra and jose. we all went to see 'a cinderella story' i fell in love with hillary duff, shes such a good actress. i dunno. i loved the movie. then we went back to jose's house for a while. lil boi wasnt there :( hes working till 12. sad times sad times. but i DID talk to jorge, and me and adrian exchanged glances and smiles alot, so around 10:15 we left cuz debra HAAAD to be home by 11 :( i didnt wanna leave but oh well shit happens. so now im sitting home, crying. over noel, i mean ive HAD a boyfriend since 6*25*04 BUUUUUUUT i want noel, i wanna marry him and have little kids with him, ahh..damnit.this fucking sucks. i know ALOT ALOT ALOT of people who would HATE me for going back out with noel because of what he did, so..i dunno what ima do. so anyways..im going to go now, ill write more later. :(