i hate my life and i want to die
I'm miserable. Not that that's anything new, but i am. the pain is getting worse and it doesn't stop. Even when i'm happy i know its just gonna get worse. it physically hurts sometimes. I need to be saved. I used to have someone to go to, somewhere i could run and be safe and let it all out, but she doesn't give a shit anymore. I shouldn't be suprised. This is how its always is with me. i give and give and give and you take and take and take and then leave me here, broken and alone. i'm always alone. i've been trying so hard not to hurt myself and i honestly don't think its worth it. theres nothing left for me but pain. pain like theres always been. To those of you who care, goodbye.
I hate myself for needing you.
I hate myself for needing you.