Jan 30, 2007 18:18
Sorry. My brain has been elsewhere. Actually, my brain has been nowhere.
This ladies and gentlemen is what is called Senoritis. It's when you have that liminal moment, when the paradigm shifts and you realize that it just doesn't matter that you bombed a math quiz since she drops the lowest grade. Then you realize, heck, it wouldn't even bother you if she KEPT the lowest grade.
Which is what realized this morning when I wrote down a bunch of random equations today on my math test.
But it's okay. Because sometimes you can have just as much fun without caring. Today I gave my English presentation which I really hadn't prepared for at all. But I think it went over well since I seemed to at least mildly engage the class, and it was funny, thanks to the awesome role playing on the part of a certain young man with a facinating nose and a Canadian we all know and lo- are rather annoyed with on many occasions.
In other news, Annie's presentation was quite entertaining. She started talking about revenge, which is when my plan of revenge for tomorrow night starting playing over in my head like a little sit-com. Like those scenes from comedies that just kind of sit in your head. It was just so funny.
I haven't decided if I should try to be a nicer person. I really would like to be a nice person, the kind of person some people think I am. The girl who likes everyone who always remembers to ask how something went. Who doesn't refuse to work with people on partner tests because the parter did not do the reading. But it just infuriates me when other people leech off of my work. I think I am too angry to be as nice as I'd like to be. Whatever.
Sometimes it seems like stress is at it's high point, like for people who are waiting for letters from colleges with insane interviewing policies, but for others, they just don't care anymore.
Mock trial conversation:
"Who are the seniors who are into college and just don't care anymore?" Ms. G said.
(all seniors raise their hands except me.)
"Who are the seniors who are not into college but still don't care anymore?" I say, as I raise my hand.
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