Sep 05, 2005 22:23
The past 2½ days have sucked.. since the ball game Friday night I, as well as everyone else in my house aside from my sister Becca, have been sick,. I think I've got something with my sinuses and Ma thinks it's bronchitis.... yay.. this sucks i hate it.. i wanna go to the dr! =( make me better....someone..please? I still haven't been able to go get my dress fixed for Tiffany's wedding on Saturday..I'm still all groggy from my illness I've come down with.. I did take a nap earlier in my dad's recliner and I woke up and felt nice.. so I'm thinkin about falling asleep in the chair accidently on purpose tonight so I can feel like I'm human when I awake sometime tomorrow morning.. sounds like a plan to me. I'm going the next chance I get and getting an application to try to get my old job back.. I need one and I'm hoping I can get it back or I'm going to go crazy.. talked to Aaron earlier and I almost got into a fight with him over him coming down here.. I'm really startin to get fed up with his iffyness on when he wants to leave.. " I dont want to quit my job b/c I'll lose my senority"..well if he doesnt quit he's running the risk of losing not only me but his child.. he doesn't get here by Feb.. he might as well stay his ass where he is and forget it.. don't bother.. It's time to grow up.. there's another person involved in this situatuion.. and he/she will need me for everything.. and I can't be distracted by things like that... i know it may seem early..but a decision has to be made on his end.. it starts now...