what tha fuck is going on in this world?
Well, i thought that this day was going great, but a little bit ago danielle told me that my aunt judy is now in a coma. She was having a bad night 2 nights ago and yesterday morning my uncle dialed 911 and they took her to the hospital and they admitted her later that day after running some tests. Then tonight my dad calls up to chicago around 7 pm tonight to get a status update and is told that she is in a coma and that she has been taken off all her pain meds because she can't feel the pain.
well, i guess that the fact that she can't feel the pain is a good thing. but i hate the fact that she has to be in a vegitative state to finally get some relief. I love my aunt Judy like second mother and when i heard that it felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest and stomped on. I want so bad to go up there right now just to say good-bye, just to whisper in her ear that i love her and kiss her forehead and hold her hand. but i won't. the memories of her will not fade and the fact that she will always be in my heart will be enough for me to keep my sanity right now. i don't know what to do............
well, i guess that the fact that she can't feel the pain is a good thing. but i hate the fact that she has to be in a vegitative state to finally get some relief. I love my aunt Judy like second mother and when i heard that it felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest and stomped on. I want so bad to go up there right now just to say good-bye, just to whisper in her ear that i love her and kiss her forehead and hold her hand. but i won't. the memories of her will not fade and the fact that she will always be in my heart will be enough for me to keep my sanity right now. i don't know what to do............