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May 13, 2005 15:42

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anonymous May 13 2005, 14:51:30 UTC
I'm so... confused a lot of the time. I struggle to define life and how I should live it. I struggle to make the right choices. But then the ones I thought were right turn out to be incorrect later. I learn, ofcourse, but it's still frustrating. For I think I have the general idea however the details fuck me over.

Also... I just said stuff to somene else that I thought was someone else... like, really personal stuff. They were messing with me. I wasn't talking to whom I thought. That's not so bad... just really surprised and a tiny bit annoyed. Like, you ever explained something about yourself sexually to someone, but it turned out that it WASN'T them and it was their 14 year old friend messing with you. grrr. Oh well, at least she's a mature 14 year old.

I'm tired of people looking down on me for expressing feminin fashion traits (being a man). I don't even believe in masculin and feminin fashion in a universal and natural sense. It's just an idea that out there and not proveable.

I'm tired of my SO not listening to what I have to say anymore. We can't have discussions on various things like we used to. Especially when we disagree, which I don't have a problem with but she seems to. I just miss talking with her and hearing her side of things. We talk though. We talk a little about my life and a lot about hers.

I wish I had sensitive friends that would hug me and maybe give me a kiss on the fore-head when I'm down. More-so since my SO doesn't anymore.

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