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So... me and Heather suck at christmas.
I already got my watch and ring... and she already has her necklace and game.
Plus, we bought our shoes together.
Tonight... we do more shopping. SHE DOESN'T GET ANYTHING (or get to know about anything) UNTIL OUR CHRISTMAS!!! i mean it,damnit!
I can't help it though. I love giving stuff. I love making her happy. I love stuff!
I suck at waiting. You know, I did this last year. Next year, Maybe I should wait until after christmas to do shopping? At least for Heather.
Anyways...
Apparently I'm not getting anything from Heather's dad and stepmom. *sigh* I don't understand why they dont like me. I'm nice to them. I'm nice to their daughter. I'm nice to their dogs. I'm fucking nice. I work. I have helped their daughter/stepdaughter out of debt. I make her happy (well, try too). I do everything I can. What do I do so wrong? It fucking sucks. I mean, Heather A left Heather around Thanksgiving last year and they were still up her ass about giving them a christmas list and still bought her shit. *shrugs* I don't even care about the gifts... I just wish they liked me. Oh well though, right? Heather's mom loves me. Me and Heather are apparently getting they same amout of stuff from her. (I <3 mom. I do.) Plus, Heather said she is going to buy me some presents to open up when we are at her dads so i wont feel so left out. *slight smile* Maybe by next christmas they will come around.
So... Yule time. I havent been studing my wicca. Tomorrow I plan to do some pretty hardcore reading. I have just been so busy. Oh shit! I haven't even started my secret yule present!!! *sigh* It is suppose to be handmade... but maybe I will buy something. I mean, I am gonna be all rushed and pissy making it. I don't think that would be a good energy to send someones way. Maybe I can buy something now... make something later. I don't know. I don't even know what I should do for the person. I should... but I don't.
Back to christmas... I bought my babies some movies off of ebay. I'm glad I got to get them something. Added bouns: it was only 5.25 after shipping. Woo hoo!! To bad they wont stay that cheap forever.
Oh... and I got my fat stinky brother a gameboy game.
Well... im off. I'm sure I'll be posting again.