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Too much shit has been going on and my thought are eating up my brain..I have been acting so stupid against everyone else and I've been saying stupid shit but fuck why doesn't anyone understand me Iam i too complicated or iam i such a lost case fuck ahhh...
I was going through my memeroable list on livejournal and i remember when Mayla left me this long entry I t was beautiful it made me cry just now i feel soo stupid i feel so bad i feel like crap I don't mean to make anyone unhappy or hurt anyone
Mayla iam so sorry I really iam i guess the thought of loosing my bestfriend hurts a lot too..I know that we are falling apart..I wish that things go back to how they were before but things will never be like that ...Iam not writting for you to feel bad because i don't need pitty...
Oh by the way Mikey I could careless what you have to say about me.The last thing i need is for some 15 year old kid leaving me comments ...Just for you to know you have no affect on me what so ever and neither do your stupid comments..Iam fat tell me somthing i don't know...like that has ever gotten in my way funny how u mention that iam fat.. might as well have a 7 year old comment in my journal it wouldn't make a diffrence ...
I was going through my memeroable list on livejournal and i remember when Mayla left me this long entry I t was beautiful it made me cry just now i feel soo stupid i feel so bad i feel like crap I don't mean to make anyone unhappy or hurt anyone
Mayla iam so sorry I really iam i guess the thought of loosing my bestfriend hurts a lot too..I know that we are falling apart..I wish that things go back to how they were before but things will never be like that ...Iam not writting for you to feel bad because i don't need pitty...
Oh by the way Mikey I could careless what you have to say about me.The last thing i need is for some 15 year old kid leaving me comments ...Just for you to know you have no affect on me what so ever and neither do your stupid comments..Iam fat tell me somthing i don't know...like that has ever gotten in my way funny how u mention that iam fat.. might as well have a 7 year old comment in my journal it wouldn't make a diffrence ...