Blow up Bullshit
Fucking Shit hit the fan tonight.
So my brother comes home and goes, "did you read Lex's blog about you?"."No, why is it mean?" ."Yeah kinda"."sweet, no i'll read it now."
So i go and read it, and dude, i pretty much sat there and was like...WTF?...Where did this come from?..first off, it was all about me, just in 3rd person..and bullshit about how i beg for every minute or her time, and when i dont get it, i bitch and moan..Uh..right.
Heres the deal.
2 weeks ago i call her and told her, Jens coming home for the weekend next weekend, we wanna go to the club, and we want you and, i guess Drew to come too. She said fine call me next week and remind me. ?I call her and remind her, shes goes, K i'll call you Thursday with a definite answer. So. Im at work, she calls and leaves a message on my phone. I see it, and im like...hmm...how much you bet shes canceling. So i call her when i get home, and sure enough, they dont have the money to get into the club, therefore they cannot go...Uhh..yah hi..Admissions free b4 11..niice.
And then she says some bullshit about Friends always being there, ...Ok..first...if a friend is always there, do you honestly think she'd be there when i needed her?..uh i dont. Obv im here for her, but she doesnt need me cuz she has Drew.
AND DUDE...
I'm sorry i dont like him. Thats not gonna change...i tryed to like him, But he's just...dull. He doesnt make any effort to talk to me, why should i make the effort to talk to him. AND then i spend sooo much time tryin to be nice to him, and i find out he doesnt even want Lex hanging out wuith Jen and I because she acts differently..BIG FUCKING DEAL...But according to her, she wasnt even really happy hanging out with us anyway. She never was...and now shes happy because...hmm...shes hangin out with Drew every second she gets,and not haning out with us...yeah i understand now.
So ya kno what..
Im gonna be an actual friend, and say..Yeah im happy for you, and I WILL be here when you NEED me again, but until then, i'll leave you to live ur life the way you need to, with school, and work, and Drew , and stress, and thats it.
Peace
So my brother comes home and goes, "did you read Lex's blog about you?"."No, why is it mean?" ."Yeah kinda"."sweet, no i'll read it now."
So i go and read it, and dude, i pretty much sat there and was like...WTF?...Where did this come from?..first off, it was all about me, just in 3rd person..and bullshit about how i beg for every minute or her time, and when i dont get it, i bitch and moan..Uh..right.
Heres the deal.
2 weeks ago i call her and told her, Jens coming home for the weekend next weekend, we wanna go to the club, and we want you and, i guess Drew to come too. She said fine call me next week and remind me. ?I call her and remind her, shes goes, K i'll call you Thursday with a definite answer. So. Im at work, she calls and leaves a message on my phone. I see it, and im like...hmm...how much you bet shes canceling. So i call her when i get home, and sure enough, they dont have the money to get into the club, therefore they cannot go...Uhh..yah hi..Admissions free b4 11..niice.
And then she says some bullshit about Friends always being there, ...Ok..first...if a friend is always there, do you honestly think she'd be there when i needed her?..uh i dont. Obv im here for her, but she doesnt need me cuz she has Drew.
AND DUDE...
I'm sorry i dont like him. Thats not gonna change...i tryed to like him, But he's just...dull. He doesnt make any effort to talk to me, why should i make the effort to talk to him. AND then i spend sooo much time tryin to be nice to him, and i find out he doesnt even want Lex hanging out wuith Jen and I because she acts differently..BIG FUCKING DEAL...But according to her, she wasnt even really happy hanging out with us anyway. She never was...and now shes happy because...hmm...shes hangin out with Drew every second she gets,and not haning out with us...yeah i understand now.
So ya kno what..
Im gonna be an actual friend, and say..Yeah im happy for you, and I WILL be here when you NEED me again, but until then, i'll leave you to live ur life the way you need to, with school, and work, and Drew , and stress, and thats it.
Peace