>) You know... I do think about you every once in a while, and it really hurt me when you said what you did but I forgave you because I felt like you needed to take your own path and go your own way.
There's been so many times when I saw your number in my phone and wanted to call you and forgot that we weren't friends and then finding all these notes that I wrote stuff down on to tell you, like the one in Misery...
My screenname on AIM is now hiparishiltonsex and you are more than willing ... ... I mean.. ... >) @ that You are more than welcome to message me on that.
I don't expect this, but if you ever chose to stop talking to me again, I would understand... not understand as in I understand why you would, but understand in that I understand that you feel the need to for some reason. I don't know if that made sense or not, but if it didn't, you can read a book and maybe that will make sense. (>) @ that)
Oh... (...) There are a lot of music things and books that I wanted to introduce you to, as well... if you want.
AND I'm not sure if you saw it or not, but I am engaged and his name is Matt and I am finally happy with my life... and I wasn't when I knew you and I know sometimes I brought you down and didn't mean to... anyway, I have to go to work so I'll talk to you later.
Whenever I've stopped talking to you (... @ it's been like 2 or 3 times now) it never feels right somehow... and I always find myself casually (...) thinking about our inside jokes throughout my daily life.
>) @ being weird
Do you still have my number? If so, don't call me yet. (...) But we should talk on the phone again at some point.
>) @ remembering there was something you wrote down to tell me about Misery, but not what it was.
I'll message you sometime if I catch you online... I'm going out today but I'll leave the computer on and Trillian running, and I should be back later tonight, though it might actually be late. (... @ I said later)
Sometimes I need time by myself... I've gone through a lot and probably also changed a lot over the past few years... and in some ways I still don't know much even about myself, and am still learning about how I will react and deal with certain things.
If you want to introduce me to things, that would be nice. Maybe I can introduce you to some music and book things as well. Probably not as much books since I haven't been reading a lot.
>) @ giving a boring response
I did see your entry about being engaged...
>) @ talking normally
... @ interrupting myself
Anyway, I'm not engaged. (... @ if I was) But I do have a boyfriend now. Which is the closest I've ever been to being engaged.
>) @ that
I'm going to go out in a little while, like I think I said earlier (... @ not re-reading this before sending it), so I have to get ready now. 'Bye.
'>)
>)
...
(... @ me)
Oh!
>) @ actually re-reading it in preview mode now
I forgot to say >) @ you keeping our inside jokes in your interests. ... @ still remembering all of them, but I forgot how some of them originated.
>) @ listening to Everybody Hurts by R.E.M. (T.M.) (>) @ me) the other day and laughing at the part that sounds like "Don't throw your ham, ooh"
>)
You know... I do think about you every once in a while, and it really hurt me when you said what you did but I forgave you because I felt like you needed to take your own path and go your own way.
There's been so many times when I saw your number in my phone and wanted to call you and forgot that we weren't friends and then finding all these notes that I wrote stuff down on to tell you, like the one in Misery...
My screenname on AIM is now hiparishiltonsex and you are more than willing ... ...
I mean..
... >) @ that
You are more than welcome to message me on that.
I don't expect this, but if you ever chose to stop talking to me again, I would understand... not understand as in I understand why you would, but understand in that I understand that you feel the need to for some reason. I don't know if that made sense or not, but if it didn't, you can read a book and maybe that will make sense. (>) @ that)
Oh...
(...)
There are a lot of music things and books that I wanted to introduce you to, as well... if you want.
AND I'm not sure if you saw it or not, but I am engaged and his name is Matt and I am finally happy with my life... and I wasn't when I knew you and I know sometimes I brought you down and didn't mean to... anyway, I have to go to work so I'll talk to you later.
(... @ actually talking somewhat normally to you)
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Whenever I've stopped talking to you (... @ it's been like 2 or 3 times now) it never feels right somehow... and I always find myself casually (...) thinking about our inside jokes throughout my daily life.
>) @ being weird
Do you still have my number? If so, don't call me yet. (...) But we should talk on the phone again at some point.
>) @ remembering there was something you wrote down to tell me about Misery, but not what it was.
I'll message you sometime if I catch you online... I'm going out today but I'll leave the computer on and Trillian running, and I should be back later tonight, though it might actually be late. (... @ I said later)
Sometimes I need time by myself... I've gone through a lot and probably also changed a lot over the past few years... and in some ways I still don't know much even about myself, and am still learning about how I will react and deal with certain things.
If you want to introduce me to things, that would be nice. Maybe I can introduce you to some music and book things as well. Probably not as much books since I haven't been reading a lot.
>) @ giving a boring response
I did see your entry about being engaged...
>) @ talking normally
... @ interrupting myself
Anyway, I'm not engaged. (... @ if I was) But I do have a boyfriend now. Which is the closest I've ever been to being engaged.
>) @ that
I'm going to go out in a little while, like I think I said earlier (... @ not re-reading this before sending it), so I have to get ready now. 'Bye.
'>)
>)
...
(... @ me)
Oh!
>) @ actually re-reading it in preview mode now
I forgot to say >) @ you keeping our inside jokes in your interests. ... @ still remembering all of them, but I forgot how some of them originated.
>) @ listening to Everybody Hurts by R.E.M. (T.M.) (>) @ me) the other day and laughing at the part that sounds like "Don't throw your ham, ooh"
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