R.I.P. Clinton L. Bain 6/27/05
Gurney
In and out we crept around, engaging in the most vulpine recreation.
Intaking a variety of pseudo happinesses.
Psychedelics made us beautiful.
You were always alluring me with your eccentric ways.
I kept in your shadows, breathing you in, acquiring your methodic way of being.
I warned you of the fear I had of your insouciant manner, you never heeding my word.
Days float on and you sink farther into your living grave.
I abandoned you for a night, and you forsook me for eternity.
Never will you know just how much I love you.
My acid faced boy.
I love you Clint.
♥ Always and Forever ♥
Adrienne
Your Kandyfuck Sally
Clint was found dead last night in the bathroom of his house. I am overcome with these horrible feelings and terrifying dreams. Last night I had a dream that he was here with me. It was the first day we met. It scared me. I watched them wheel him out on the gurney, dead and heavy in that thick black bag. Perfectly preserved they said he was. I can't stop replaying the image of him lying cold and motionless on the bathroom floor. I miss him already.
In and out we crept around, engaging in the most vulpine recreation.
Intaking a variety of pseudo happinesses.
Psychedelics made us beautiful.
You were always alluring me with your eccentric ways.
I kept in your shadows, breathing you in, acquiring your methodic way of being.
I warned you of the fear I had of your insouciant manner, you never heeding my word.
Days float on and you sink farther into your living grave.
I abandoned you for a night, and you forsook me for eternity.
Never will you know just how much I love you.
My acid faced boy.
I love you Clint.
♥ Always and Forever ♥
Adrienne
Your Kandyfuck Sally
Clint was found dead last night in the bathroom of his house. I am overcome with these horrible feelings and terrifying dreams. Last night I had a dream that he was here with me. It was the first day we met. It scared me. I watched them wheel him out on the gurney, dead and heavy in that thick black bag. Perfectly preserved they said he was. I can't stop replaying the image of him lying cold and motionless on the bathroom floor. I miss him already.