have you ever been so tired you couldn't even cry?
Got through today after 3 extra-strong lattes from the pub, but just felt horrible all day. You know, one of them 'ugly' days.
Did the p.s. italy thing, did the pub thing with cat, brenton and mark. Cat and Mark left, and I almost fell asleep with my head on Brenton's lap, while he stroked my face and hair. It was just so comforting....I haven't had anyone do that to me in....well, pretty much since me and dorian broke up in march or april. I almost cried because I realized how much I'd missed it.
Went to Gauri's house to study, got a lot of my excel worktasks done, relief~ then we talked about evolution, deep sea creatures and ancient civilizations, which i gotta say was pretty interesting. That girl has a good head on her shoulders.
And now. I'm sitting here. Looking forlornly at the computer screen. Telling myself to do work, but that isn't gonna happen.
And feeling really really numb.