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im having one of those days where i hate myself. id like to think that im feeling better overall but i guess today im not. i hate pretending things are alright, when theyre not. every time i open my big mouth, i mess something up. i hate having friends who are petty and are stupid over the littlest of things. i try and tell them but how do you not comprimse yourself or hurt them? it just doesnt happen. so maybe friends are overrated and im perfectly happy with myself. i dont know.