illness
hey.. i'm at my sister's right now. my computer is still in the process of getting fixed. i'm not too sure when i am going to get it back. i just wanted to update to fill everyone in on my poor body. if you have read my journal for the past 2 months, i've constantly complained about physically feeling like shit more than i should have. to make a long story short.. i had a urinary tract infection in june.. strept (spelling?) throat the last week in july and first 2 weeks in august. WELLLLLLL.. IT TURNS OUT that this whole time, i've had mono.. and it's been tearing away at my body. my immune system is shot. my stomach sticks out because my liver & spleen are inflamed causing constant stomach aches. i can't do any physical activity ((running, sports, etc.)) and i have to avoid situations where i can get hit in the stomach. i'm tired sometimes, but not often. my sore throat finally went away.. so i am getting better. it's just been shitty because since the beginning of june i have been on medicine & felt like shit non-stop. infact, i'm starting to get my stomach aches back right now. ugh. i'm so tired of this shit. i told my mom that i am glad i'm not going to college because i wouldn't be able to survive there being all sick. plus, i'm not ready to leave my mommy.. i love her too muches<3 & i don't care if that sounds gay. i'm lucky to have such a close relationship with my mom. anyways, i am rambling on so i am going to stop updating and click *update journal* without reading over this because i don't care if i repeated myself or messed up or said something stupid.. lol =)