Day one
Oh my god, I cant believe its been ten years since I created this journal! So much has changed in my life there's too much to write.
I am, I think, completely free of my eating disorder ... well, the physical side of it. The thoughts always remain with me, and comfort me weirdly.
I am now average weight, although I'm not happy with it. I feel I would benefit from some 28lbs off, but that's a massive goal to reach.
I wanted a place where I can document my days, how I do this healthily this time. Although after a shitty night last night, its tempting to do it the wrong way. But I won't. I can't go back to that place ... can I?
Ten years! Took me a while to remember how to post here!
Day one :) I wonder if any of my old friends are still here. I doubt it. I hope they're doing well, and are happy and healthy.
xx
I am, I think, completely free of my eating disorder ... well, the physical side of it. The thoughts always remain with me, and comfort me weirdly.
I am now average weight, although I'm not happy with it. I feel I would benefit from some 28lbs off, but that's a massive goal to reach.
I wanted a place where I can document my days, how I do this healthily this time. Although after a shitty night last night, its tempting to do it the wrong way. But I won't. I can't go back to that place ... can I?
Ten years! Took me a while to remember how to post here!
Day one :) I wonder if any of my old friends are still here. I doubt it. I hope they're doing well, and are happy and healthy.
xx