Short cover of A Fine Frenzy's Almost Lover for
angelynn_virus!!
YAY MY MIC WORKS. Idk what made it fuck up in the first place, but I'm happy now.
Also, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Wow. It's really been a heck of a year, hasn't it? 2012 really flew by and before I knew it, seasons had changed and it's just really been fast.
This is my last year at home, and even though I'm super happy to be getting away from my family, it's kinda scary. I don't know what the future will hold, hell, I don't even know what I'm going to study or where I'm going to go? It's scary, yo.
I made so many wonderful choices (that might or might not have ruined me in the process...looking at you, EXO) this year and went through so much as a member of the ~real world~ and my fandoms. I think I'm going to talk about those and it's going to probably be a mess, oops. It's under a cut.
Block B, what would I do without you? We went through a hell of a ride this year. Nanlina promotions were amazing. That mini was amazing (wow especially after Tell Me). It was all amazing, until Thailand incident. It was a frightening time for BBCs, tbh. We never knew what was really happening, especially us international fans. All we could do was wait and see news titles like "Anti-Fans Create Suicide Petition for Block B" and "Block B's P.O Rushed to Hospital After Collapsing Multiple Times". It was the worst. I think everyone cried a lot during that time period, I'm not going to lie. I definitely did. Seeing BB mature from debut and the seeing it all crash down around them wasn't easy, and I honestly hope no other group will have to go through what they/we (and the 2pm fandom too, I guess) went through. AND NOW YOU'RE BACK AFTER 8 LONG MONTHS. JFC how do people wait that long before going crazy. Mad props to the TVXQ fandom and whomever else had to wait that fucking long because it was so painstakingly slow. And then I think of all the amazing people that I'm close with and all the stupid things I've done for this fandom and I know that it's all worth it because I've gained a new family. I cannot fucking express how happy I was to see them smiling and everythiNG AND THIS ALBUM. WOW. BLOCKBUSTER. LITERALLY. BLEW. ME. AWAY. Fucking hell, Zico. You might be ignorant as fuck, but you can definitely produce. I respect you so much. Everyone's still recovering and in this raw stage, and alskjdhfkljahsdf I really just love Block B so much? They're such morons and when I think of this rollercoaster of a fandom, I would never want to leave and I hope I never do.
HAHAHA HI EXO YOU SUCK I HATE YOU KRIS GET OUT OF MY LIFE.
If I had a moment to give myself advice before I decided to join the EXO fandom, it would be "FUCKING RUN FOR YOUR LIFE. EXO will ruin you and you'll enjoy it, but it will ruin you. GO FOR IT!!!!!!"
But I've met so many wonderful and amazing people by joining and I love them all so much <3 I hope we can all grow together and watch our boys grow like the little weeds flowers they are.
ps kim minseok I want to suck you off kthxbye xoxo from md dm me I'll give u my #
. hHAHAHAHA IT'S 2013, BITCHES.