i'm outtie
well, all of my stuff is out of the apartment. my dad and i moved everything this morning and i left a check and a note on the coffee table. all i have left to do is pay my last month of rent and turn in my keys. it feels good to be home. i've even been motivated to actually do some work today. I've edited my paper and i might even start my emotions paper (depending on how the rest of today goes). moving out took less than an hour. we didn't even leave the house until about 9 and we were home around 1030.
after a week of anxiety attacks i am slowly coming down and feeling a little bit better, although i am still feeling very edgy and defensive. poor christian has felt the ultimate rath this week. i don't think i've ever gotten angry at someone for such stupid, little things. hopefully the stresses of the apartment will completely dissapate in a few days' time and all that will be left will be the stress of finals, something which christian knows how to deal with me so that i don't try to kill myself or him.
this has been a very emotional/learning experience filled year so far. And its barely june. its gone by so quickly at the same time, but while i was living it, i thought the end of the day would never come.
after a week of anxiety attacks i am slowly coming down and feeling a little bit better, although i am still feeling very edgy and defensive. poor christian has felt the ultimate rath this week. i don't think i've ever gotten angry at someone for such stupid, little things. hopefully the stresses of the apartment will completely dissapate in a few days' time and all that will be left will be the stress of finals, something which christian knows how to deal with me so that i don't try to kill myself or him.
this has been a very emotional/learning experience filled year so far. And its barely june. its gone by so quickly at the same time, but while i was living it, i thought the end of the day would never come.