Is that even possible?
I've decided I live in the future... maybe like 10 minutes to 10 days ahead of myself. Nothing extravagent. But that's where my thoughts always are... Not in the present, but just way the f*** out in the future, trying to decide on what I'm going to do in the present. My present self erstwhile likes to do silly sh** and bang on things while my future mind tries to decide exactly what comes next. But this is a problem, because those things I want in the future I end up tryin to get in the now even though I know full well I can't. Which in turn, drives me to move in such a way that present catches up to future, and the whole sordid mess turns out that my brain already leap frogged again and I'm sitting there wondering... do I reeeeeally want that now?
not surprisingly everything then turns to instinct and whim. I've worked my ass off to get to this point and now I'm wondering if I should save and go towards the venture, or say f*** it and get it.
Now this applies to a lot of things. People, places, things, bills.
regardless of how that sounds, it seems to work. Running scenarios to no end 'til I just throw up my hands and just do it.
I hate you btw brad... shenanigans had me rolling.
not surprisingly everything then turns to instinct and whim. I've worked my ass off to get to this point and now I'm wondering if I should save and go towards the venture, or say f*** it and get it.
Now this applies to a lot of things. People, places, things, bills.
regardless of how that sounds, it seems to work. Running scenarios to no end 'til I just throw up my hands and just do it.
I hate you btw brad... shenanigans had me rolling.