百十八

[kan_chyan]

Though I've gotten used to the fact people come and go, it's never easy when people go. Even when I tell myself "It's better they're not here" or "It's what should be" I can't help but be selfish and want them back. It makes you wonder who might be next

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[listeningto]

..I think about that when I think about home. I want to see them but I don't think they'll like it here.

[kan_chyan]

No one likes it here, but when you're here you start to think things like "I wish I could see so and so". Or, "if I have to be stuck here they could at least be stuck with me!".

It's hard when you get to know people here too. They come and go and you may never see them ever again.

[listeningto]

Uh-huh....

And you don't remember when you go back, right?

[kan_chyan]

As far as I'm aware you don't. Though, some people will remember again if they return here.

[listeningto]

...I wouldn't want to forget everyone I met here. And...I would be kinda sad if I knew people wouldn't remember me either.

[kan_chyan]

It's a hard place to be. I don't want to forget anyone either, or be forgotten.

[listeningto]

I wish there was a way to keep remembering.

[kan_chyan]

I do too, but somethings are just beyond our desires.

[listeningto]

...Maybe if I take a picture I can get it one day back at home, like I did now.

[kan_chyan]

I'm not sure if it works like that Nai chan, but it's always worth a try.

[listeningto]

Then I should try to find a camera!

[kan_chyan]

That's a good idea! I'm sure you could try asking for one too.

[listeningto]

I wonder if anyone has a camera here...

[kan_chyan]

They might, you can always ask around, or try and ask the scientists. They sometimes grant requests.

[listeningto]

But we just got stuff...Do you think I should wait a little bit?

[kan_chyan]

If you want. Personally I would ask as I think about it.