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[kamui_vampiro]

What the... here again?
[he sighs shaking his head. He was away for a while even if doesn't remember anything after the day he disappear from Sheol. Anyway he's still the same, somehow less angry with the whole world and less aggressive.]
Wait... where have I been lately?
[he's talking to himself] 
It's like there's a huge hole in my memories...
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[unseeing_sight]

Herr Komui! It's been such a long time since we heard from you!

[kamui_vampiro]

Oh... you. Hans, am I wrong?
...
Yes, it seems I disappeared for a while. I think I was somewhere else, but I can't remember what happened.
...
How are you?

[unseeing_sight]

Well, thank you. But...a lot of other people disappeared, and they haven't come back. It's a shame you can't remember...I think it would be good if we knew what happened when people vanished...it would comfort people.

[kamui_vampiro]

I heard it... maybe someone else'll appear again soon.
I wonder why I can't remember, but it's just like I was somewhere else and now it disappeared from my mind.

Comfort? [keep silence for a little while] Do you mean you're scared about the idea of disappearing?

[unseeing_sight]

...It's probably like dying, or what happens at full moon if the Reaper takes you. You can try and try and remember nothing, so...don't force it.

[Thinks for a moment]

...no. I don't know about the others, but it doesn't scare me. But...so many of us have lost people we care about like this...we want to know if they are safe.

[kamui_vampiro]

I won't.
Mh... it's different from the time I died here, somehow, but I don't care so much about it.

[tilts his head, stopping walking and thinking for a little]

I think I understand. So, someone important for you disappeared here?
I think I can't help, sorry...

[unseeing_sight]

Well, not somebody important to me, exactly. Somebody important to somebody I care about. He was hurting a lot. I'd like to make him feel better, although he seems to be healing in any case.

[kamui_vampiro]

... Yes, somehow I think I understand what are you talking about...
Anyway, you could try to convince him his important person is in a better place. I think it's quite selfish wishing important people are with you in this kind of places... even if it's true there are worse world than that.

[unseeing_sight]

...I suppose you're right. I suppose I'm selfish too, because I don't want him to want to leave. But you're right. That's not fair. Thank you, Herr Kamui.