Aug 19, 2008 00:46
i should be asleep right now! i have to be back to work in about five or six hours, yet i cannot sleep. i'm here, in my bed... awake! what the hell is wrong with me? over the road i'd get so tired after running 600 miles, that i would have to pull over for fear i'd wreck. then i would wake up my dad... me still tired as can be... barely able to move about the cab, and when i'd get my sleeping bag set up-get all comfy in bed, i wouldn't be able to sleep. quite a few times i just fucking sat back there for three to four hours, just waiting to get sleepy again. what condition is this? what causes such a thing?
it's fucking ridiculous.