I gave in
So okay, i went back a year in my journal when i used to write on this and its sad, because i used to be so happy, what happened? Oh well, i keep reading peoples journals and they all talk about this year, so with that said..
This year has been the year of change. I never thought i would of changed this much, but its all for the better.
Although it took a lot of pain to change, im glad for those people who hurt me because in the end they just hurt themselves and make me stronger. Ive learned, they havnt. Those people include
Kevin- Ahh first love. Well, you were the only person i trusted but that was broken, just like my heart that i gave you. Its okay though and im not bitter. I will always care about you no matter how bad you treated me but i want to thank you. I couldnt be as strong as i am today if it wasnt for you. You taught me so much and without our experience i would be lost. So, thank you. And someday maybe we can be friends again because i appreciate you even if you hate me for nothing.
Britt- I let you in and trusted you with everything. Ha should of learned. All you do is lie and continue to lie. I would never try to lose a friend like you but friends dont do what you have done to me and others. Your going to continue to do it too and you arent going to try and fix things, and thats your fault. As you said- its not worth it- well i guess a lot of your friendships werent worth it then. I actually feel bad for you because of the way you think. Maybe one day youll realize you have faults too and actually try to make up for them. and we could be friends.
Steph n Becca- Thank you so much, no matter what, you guys have always been there for me to fall back on just like i am for you. Sisters forever-and you know i mean it.
Jesse- When i thought i was all alone with no one to count on, you were the one who saved me. Sometimes your the only reason i keep going. You are the best friend someone could ever ask for and i mean it. You are the only one i fully trust and i hope you know that.
Dan- My giant lol. Even though we dont talk as much as we used to, you are one of the few who are always there to try n cheer me up. and i thank you for that so much.
Sam n Shan n Case- All friends have their ups and downs, but you girls have some of my best memories and i hope we can learn through eachother what real friendship is. i love you all.
Paul- My cowboy! Even though you are so stubborn. You are the nicest person ive ever met and i hope to have your friendship for years because i know you would never hurt me and you are always there to help me. Thank you.
if i forgot you then im sorry, im just naming the people who have most influenced my life last year. :)
**and of course im so happy i met new friends that hopefully ill be writing good stuff about next year like.. Thomas, Aaron, Bryant, Cole, Dylan, and Andy. I loooove you boys :)
This year has been the year of change. I never thought i would of changed this much, but its all for the better.
Although it took a lot of pain to change, im glad for those people who hurt me because in the end they just hurt themselves and make me stronger. Ive learned, they havnt. Those people include
Kevin- Ahh first love. Well, you were the only person i trusted but that was broken, just like my heart that i gave you. Its okay though and im not bitter. I will always care about you no matter how bad you treated me but i want to thank you. I couldnt be as strong as i am today if it wasnt for you. You taught me so much and without our experience i would be lost. So, thank you. And someday maybe we can be friends again because i appreciate you even if you hate me for nothing.
Britt- I let you in and trusted you with everything. Ha should of learned. All you do is lie and continue to lie. I would never try to lose a friend like you but friends dont do what you have done to me and others. Your going to continue to do it too and you arent going to try and fix things, and thats your fault. As you said- its not worth it- well i guess a lot of your friendships werent worth it then. I actually feel bad for you because of the way you think. Maybe one day youll realize you have faults too and actually try to make up for them. and we could be friends.
Steph n Becca- Thank you so much, no matter what, you guys have always been there for me to fall back on just like i am for you. Sisters forever-and you know i mean it.
Jesse- When i thought i was all alone with no one to count on, you were the one who saved me. Sometimes your the only reason i keep going. You are the best friend someone could ever ask for and i mean it. You are the only one i fully trust and i hope you know that.
Dan- My giant lol. Even though we dont talk as much as we used to, you are one of the few who are always there to try n cheer me up. and i thank you for that so much.
Sam n Shan n Case- All friends have their ups and downs, but you girls have some of my best memories and i hope we can learn through eachother what real friendship is. i love you all.
Paul- My cowboy! Even though you are so stubborn. You are the nicest person ive ever met and i hope to have your friendship for years because i know you would never hurt me and you are always there to help me. Thank you.
if i forgot you then im sorry, im just naming the people who have most influenced my life last year. :)
**and of course im so happy i met new friends that hopefully ill be writing good stuff about next year like.. Thomas, Aaron, Bryant, Cole, Dylan, and Andy. I loooove you boys :)