May 31, 2003 18:52
Taiwan is such a lovely place. I was surprised to find butterflies thriving at the temples. As overpopulated and polluted as the island is, it has wonderful people and some amount of nature. I spent the day watching Gaku work... That man's sixth sense is far too keen. I was resting four yards away, six stories high, facing his back, and somehow he still knew I was there. Maa...
You-kun came with ice cream for him; those two look adorable together. Painfully so. I seem to use that word a lot, ne? Pain. Ghosts aren't supposed to be able to feel pain. I... hurt. I know Gaku is hurting too. It must hurt him to see me and hear me without being able to feel me. And I hurt at the constant reminder that he and You-kun... I keep asking myself, why do I continue to hurt both of us? And the answer, I know, is so simple.
Because I am horribly selfish.