Nothing New
Been working like mad on trying to finish this term paper, but I am now about complete, and more nervous about my programs that are due tomorrow ar 8am for microprocessor class. Fun stuff, I have no idea how to do them :/ Anyways besides the stress of school, life is going good. Friday Matt, Sarah, Stephanie and I are going to Marquette to see the Rocky Horror Picture Show. We are still working on trying to dress up for it, we'll see how that goes. It's going to be a fun Friday night, I have no idea when we will get back into Houghton. I better go to bed at a decent hour tonight.
Speaking of sleep, I spent the night with A'Lisa last night. May have not got much sleep, this girl is going to suck the life out of me :-P We stayed up along with her roommate, Ashley, till around 2am talking and just hanging out, while Ashley was trying to get some homework done. I have to say her bed is the softest dorm bed I have ever been in. Almost too soft for me to fall asleep in. It was a very good night.
I am starting to count down the days till Thanksgiving break. I need some time off school to relax and just let go for a little while. I'll be down in Brighton from November 19 - 26. So if you are around and up to doing anything or just want to chill I be up to it. Still a month away, but I thought I would mention about it now, since its on my mind a lot.
Still a lot to do, just got out of fixing a printer downstairs, lucky me, time to relax. One more hour of work then off to work on those programs. (Like I'll actually get them done without help, ha!) Well I just try and see where that takes me. I spent over an hour last night on them, and got no where.
I am trying to take things slow relationship-wise, I have been bother since my break up with Stephanie, and I don't want to repeat certain things again. I don't like hesitating on things, but at the same time I want to be sure this time before I move foward. I don't want to hurt someone because I wasn't honest with her because I wasn't honest with myself first. When I can get honest with myself that is when I am ready for a little commitment. Right now I want to gain trust, and but don't move anywhere too fast. Only time will let this head of mine clear and let me understand myself first than I can understand you. I have been getting a lot of pressure to walk away from this one, but I will walk this road on my own. I will call for help or support when I need it, but right now I need to make my own decision. I feel this weekend will pull back any curtains that I feel are still closed. Take it what is behind those curtains might not be what I want, but the truth can be a good kick from behind to wake someone up. I am ready to wake up, I hate going for a ride in life, I like to be in control of where I plan to move. Looking ahead on things and seeing what moves to make is my specialty. I know I have better insight on things than most. I don't want to brag in this regard, but I am always looking the same distance you are when looking through a scope, but I am seeing the big picture all at once. Seeing what things interact with others, and trying to figure out what will happen if I poke a something now, what effects are instored. I can't see everything, and at times I focus on the future too much I neglect what is next to me. Its a double edge sword, but everything is like that, we just have to use our chemistry to our advantage and I plan on it fully.
Speaking of sleep, I spent the night with A'Lisa last night. May have not got much sleep, this girl is going to suck the life out of me :-P We stayed up along with her roommate, Ashley, till around 2am talking and just hanging out, while Ashley was trying to get some homework done. I have to say her bed is the softest dorm bed I have ever been in. Almost too soft for me to fall asleep in. It was a very good night.
I am starting to count down the days till Thanksgiving break. I need some time off school to relax and just let go for a little while. I'll be down in Brighton from November 19 - 26. So if you are around and up to doing anything or just want to chill I be up to it. Still a month away, but I thought I would mention about it now, since its on my mind a lot.
Still a lot to do, just got out of fixing a printer downstairs, lucky me, time to relax. One more hour of work then off to work on those programs. (Like I'll actually get them done without help, ha!) Well I just try and see where that takes me. I spent over an hour last night on them, and got no where.
I am trying to take things slow relationship-wise, I have been bother since my break up with Stephanie, and I don't want to repeat certain things again. I don't like hesitating on things, but at the same time I want to be sure this time before I move foward. I don't want to hurt someone because I wasn't honest with her because I wasn't honest with myself first. When I can get honest with myself that is when I am ready for a little commitment. Right now I want to gain trust, and but don't move anywhere too fast. Only time will let this head of mine clear and let me understand myself first than I can understand you. I have been getting a lot of pressure to walk away from this one, but I will walk this road on my own. I will call for help or support when I need it, but right now I need to make my own decision. I feel this weekend will pull back any curtains that I feel are still closed. Take it what is behind those curtains might not be what I want, but the truth can be a good kick from behind to wake someone up. I am ready to wake up, I hate going for a ride in life, I like to be in control of where I plan to move. Looking ahead on things and seeing what moves to make is my specialty. I know I have better insight on things than most. I don't want to brag in this regard, but I am always looking the same distance you are when looking through a scope, but I am seeing the big picture all at once. Seeing what things interact with others, and trying to figure out what will happen if I poke a something now, what effects are instored. I can't see everything, and at times I focus on the future too much I neglect what is next to me. Its a double edge sword, but everything is like that, we just have to use our chemistry to our advantage and I plan on it fully.