Postponed!!!
Hellatight!!! My term paper has been postponed another week. I plan on trying to do 2 hours of work on it a day till then. If I go with that schedule, I don't think I will have to pull an all nighter like I would have done tonight. I meet with the Prof tomorrow at 10 to ask some questions about it. All that stress is almost gone. I feel so relieved now.
Had lunch with Stephanie today, the food was decent. I have been spending so much time with her lately, yet I don't find it odd at all. She means a lot to me, even with the title of friends, I still will say openly I love her. That love may not be romantic but that is what I feel. After lunch she studied while I answered any questions she had. It was a relaxing afternoon. I had a headache when I met up with her, it was gone within minutes of being with her. I never experinced something like that before, it was great.
Work was alright, minus the fact my boss was in my office the whole time. I was all paranoid weather I should be doing work or what? But she was nice and we just talked, mainly small talk, but still it wasn't all that bad. It was busy, for my job, I had to print 3 posters for Enterprise/Senior Design today. Stephanie came over around 530 to hang out and look over a few things before her test. I may not always express it verbally well, but I feel extremely relaxed when with her.
I am getting annoyed at some people feeling it's odd how we can get along so well together, yet she is with Matt. Its simple, there's a line for opposite sex friendships, usually its gray, but I think we are able to recongize it well. Int that case I feel comfortable and content. Why we broke up is really no one's business, and if you ask me, and I know you have read this, I will pretty much say "Fuck off!" I am sick of people bring up something that I am getting over pretty well in my opinion. Don't drag me back to the past, just so you have something to gossip about.
So at 12pm tomorrow I will have finished my last quiz in electronics, and and the weekend will be there in 4 hours, but my mind will be done. Then I will need to do something that will let off a lot of the stress I have built up over the course of the week. But right now I can smile, things are going good. I feel I am on a path again. No more switching lanes for a while, I don't know my destination, but I know my turn.
Had lunch with Stephanie today, the food was decent. I have been spending so much time with her lately, yet I don't find it odd at all. She means a lot to me, even with the title of friends, I still will say openly I love her. That love may not be romantic but that is what I feel. After lunch she studied while I answered any questions she had. It was a relaxing afternoon. I had a headache when I met up with her, it was gone within minutes of being with her. I never experinced something like that before, it was great.
Work was alright, minus the fact my boss was in my office the whole time. I was all paranoid weather I should be doing work or what? But she was nice and we just talked, mainly small talk, but still it wasn't all that bad. It was busy, for my job, I had to print 3 posters for Enterprise/Senior Design today. Stephanie came over around 530 to hang out and look over a few things before her test. I may not always express it verbally well, but I feel extremely relaxed when with her.
I am getting annoyed at some people feeling it's odd how we can get along so well together, yet she is with Matt. Its simple, there's a line for opposite sex friendships, usually its gray, but I think we are able to recongize it well. Int that case I feel comfortable and content. Why we broke up is really no one's business, and if you ask me, and I know you have read this, I will pretty much say "Fuck off!" I am sick of people bring up something that I am getting over pretty well in my opinion. Don't drag me back to the past, just so you have something to gossip about.
So at 12pm tomorrow I will have finished my last quiz in electronics, and and the weekend will be there in 4 hours, but my mind will be done. Then I will need to do something that will let off a lot of the stress I have built up over the course of the week. But right now I can smile, things are going good. I feel I am on a path again. No more switching lanes for a while, I don't know my destination, but I know my turn.