Nov 07, 2007 17:54
I'm so tired... living at home pretty much eternally sucks, and I'm wishing I had employment so I could move out. Honestly this is ridiculous... My parents come home and glare at me every night. I'm sorry, I'm not the one who decided to have me. If it had been left up to me I wouldn't have been born. I've been saying this my whole life and it still doesn't make a difference. Seriously though, It wasn't my decision. And it's not my fault Nova went under so that I don't have a job and I'm still sitting here trying to find one. Nor can I help that I don't have a car!!! I'm working on on of it but frankly there's not much you can do about some things. Like no one wanting to hire you.
So to top it all off my parents are getting pissy in general... but okay, good job genius, the answering machine picked up, and you talk loudly on the phone. I CAN HEAR YOU. So if you're going to make sarcastic comments about my cooking, either do it to my face, or don't make me cook. or better yet, BOTH! this is such shit. I'm so sick of it. I started looking at apartments but without a job I can only afford to live there for a couple months... so it would be kind of throwing caution to the wind and running away with no real destination. But it's scary when there's no one left to catch you...