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They are officially gone. Two weeks without Danny, Alan, or Nathan. All in all I think it will turn out fine. I still have Jaime, and although I don't see her as much as I would like to, I can still talk to her when ever I want to.
I've been so stupid lately. All I can think about is the negative, worry soon becomes fear, and fear turns to stupidity. At least in my case. I'm so sick of thinking things without reason. I hate how I think about things that I should never have to question. What is it in me that makes me question EVERYTHING?? I'm done with it. I have to do something to stop. I need a method to correct this...
Other than that, I have done nothing interesting for about 4 days. Except for Jaime watching those movies with me, and then church last night.
I really need to get out tomorrow, and I mean it. I want to hang out with people. I think that me being here alone for like 3 days straight is not good for me. I need to interact. I need to talk outloud, not read word that have no rythm. I need to jam with people. As summer goes on I'm losing my ideas. I can't remember everything when there is so much going through my head. Maybe I should write things down...
So, please, if you are really a cool person, you'll tell me that you wanna hang out, and then we will. I need friends lol
I've been so stupid lately. All I can think about is the negative, worry soon becomes fear, and fear turns to stupidity. At least in my case. I'm so sick of thinking things without reason. I hate how I think about things that I should never have to question. What is it in me that makes me question EVERYTHING?? I'm done with it. I have to do something to stop. I need a method to correct this...
Other than that, I have done nothing interesting for about 4 days. Except for Jaime watching those movies with me, and then church last night.
I really need to get out tomorrow, and I mean it. I want to hang out with people. I think that me being here alone for like 3 days straight is not good for me. I need to interact. I need to talk outloud, not read word that have no rythm. I need to jam with people. As summer goes on I'm losing my ideas. I can't remember everything when there is so much going through my head. Maybe I should write things down...
So, please, if you are really a cool person, you'll tell me that you wanna hang out, and then we will. I need friends lol