It's been 7 months
I don't think I can stop thinking about you. Every day it gets a little easier but my heart shatters into more pieces. And every day I try to put it back together.
The sad thing is I've been through this when you were alive. You would disappear or get locked up and I was able to function. Now that you've been gone.... that's a different story. Why is it so hard? Sometimes I think I should fall into the abyss. I don't think anyone would notice.
I miss you so much and all I want to do is to talk to you again. More than a short conversation. I wish I could hug you and tell you that you mean the world to me.
The sad thing is I've been through this when you were alive. You would disappear or get locked up and I was able to function. Now that you've been gone.... that's a different story. Why is it so hard? Sometimes I think I should fall into the abyss. I don't think anyone would notice.
I miss you so much and all I want to do is to talk to you again. More than a short conversation. I wish I could hug you and tell you that you mean the world to me.