um.
So yea. Not updating until I'm done with that.
Okay, I'm going to update with my communities and such, but still.
So today was Brandon and I's 4 month anniversary. Big, HUGE, deal for me.
Jake and I only officially dated for four months.
Regardless, this has been the best thing thats happened to me.
I am so in love with Brandon, I don't know anyone else that I can lay in bed with for 3 hours and do absolutely nothing but talk, giggle, make weird noises, and kiss with.
I'm so content with him.
and I'm so unafraid of commitment now.
I love commitment to one person, it's like a super long race, except with something so much better than just winning a prize/place,
you get a best friend,
someone passionate,
and a possible soul mate..
you know?
Anyways.
and quit IMing me and asking me.
Yes, I have an eating disorder,
No, I'm not going to let society change me.
Yes, sometimes I throw up my food.
No, I'm not bulemic.
Fuck off, accept me for who I am or just don't bother me.
You don't like what you read then don't read it asshole, don't go looking for fucking controversey.
This is MY blog. MINE MINE MINE.
that is YOURS.
see the difference?