Jan 15, 2010 01:41
Okay - it's only been three years. But it feels like an eternity.
You know, it sucks breaking up with someone. It really does. It's not easy whether you're doing the breaking or the one being broken. For a relationship that needs to be broken will affect two sides always because it takes two to tango.
One thing for certain - I broke up with Jessyca because I know that God wants us to grow individually and reaffirm ourselves in Him first. I know that.
I also know that it also risked the fact that Jessyca would have all the liberty into dating other guys.
I know that everyone moves on differently.
I just never did.
Everyone asks, "Why'd you break up if things were so good?"
This I can only explain to someone who believes God. I can only explain this to someone who knows my actions are not selfish at all.
I entrusted and gave her up to God. I hope she gives herself to God too.
Anyways.
I graduated with a degree in English. What am I doing? Trying to find a job.
As I sit here and watch Obi play Geometry Wars^2 - I think to myself - "You're strong. Stay strong. Trust in Him." By unleashing my thoughts here and to Obi - I am on the scale of going from good to almost great! That's hard to come by.