Two
So tomorrow I'm supposed to take my Instructional Aide Test...
But today, I felt so off... even though I had a good day at work... I mean I could list reasons as to why it was a good day... but something was off... even in my workout... even in my singing and playing the guitar for worship...
When I got home... my mom told me that Grandma passed away...
I don't know how to feel...
A part of me feels guilty... for not giving enough time to her... a part of me tells me it's not my fault...
A part of me... wants to cry... but I don't know...
God please grant me rest for this test tomorrow.
But today, I felt so off... even though I had a good day at work... I mean I could list reasons as to why it was a good day... but something was off... even in my workout... even in my singing and playing the guitar for worship...
When I got home... my mom told me that Grandma passed away...
I don't know how to feel...
A part of me feels guilty... for not giving enough time to her... a part of me tells me it's not my fault...
A part of me... wants to cry... but I don't know...
God please grant me rest for this test tomorrow.