Better off...?
on Friday night... i read that my ex spent a day with her valentine. I know it could mean something playful... but that night... I just... couldn't hold in my tears...
I told JJ that I couldn't be home... I needed to go... he said... "I understand..." and I left...
I called Obi and told him what was goin' through my head... after I hung up... I yelled at the top of my lungs and cried out in pain and anguish...
When I arrived at the place that I wanted to be... a house full of friends... I wanted to get so wasted... but there was nothing to get wasted to... at the end of it all... I was just left empty...
I'm starting to tell myself... to convince myself... to believe that... maybe I am better off without her... maybe...?
Why am I taking this so hard?
I told JJ that I couldn't be home... I needed to go... he said... "I understand..." and I left...
I called Obi and told him what was goin' through my head... after I hung up... I yelled at the top of my lungs and cried out in pain and anguish...
When I arrived at the place that I wanted to be... a house full of friends... I wanted to get so wasted... but there was nothing to get wasted to... at the end of it all... I was just left empty...
I'm starting to tell myself... to convince myself... to believe that... maybe I am better off without her... maybe...?
Why am I taking this so hard?