I'll be your loaded gun, waiting to come undone
So it has been 3 weeks. No talking - nothing at all. I feel a bit more relieved as the days go by. However, I can't help but feel that this is it. This is all that will be left of a relationship gone so far. A relationship that was built on trust and security. Gone.
As I sit here at work, I start contemplating about what I'm going to do in my life.
Cambodia is for certain this summer. Followed by ministry school and interviews for Japan throughout the semester. However, I am thinking about applying for AEONet instead of waiting for JET's 1 year long interview.
Anyways, the Love Rally went well. I was glad Obi was able to join us once more this year as he did last year. It was Knight Light's 4th Annual Love Rally. Knight Light is regarding the 2nd gen within the Bethany Cambodian Evangelical Church. I was a little perturbed about the turn out. I was expecting some people to come who told me they would, but they never showed.
It's a huge disappointment. Is it hard to tell someone you'll be there and be there? Is it hard to tell someone you can't make it after telling them you said you would?
A lot of things have been on my mind. Just can't think of them right now. I've been spending a good amount of time with JJ. It's been pretty awesome. The one thing that went through my head is, "How long will my little brother respect me before I fall out of my own head?" I pray to God for consistency.
Man, I gotta read the Bible more. And sometimes I wish I was a spectacle in the room. Acknowledgement is a big thing...
As I sit here at work, I start contemplating about what I'm going to do in my life.
Cambodia is for certain this summer. Followed by ministry school and interviews for Japan throughout the semester. However, I am thinking about applying for AEONet instead of waiting for JET's 1 year long interview.
Anyways, the Love Rally went well. I was glad Obi was able to join us once more this year as he did last year. It was Knight Light's 4th Annual Love Rally. Knight Light is regarding the 2nd gen within the Bethany Cambodian Evangelical Church. I was a little perturbed about the turn out. I was expecting some people to come who told me they would, but they never showed.
It's a huge disappointment. Is it hard to tell someone you'll be there and be there? Is it hard to tell someone you can't make it after telling them you said you would?
A lot of things have been on my mind. Just can't think of them right now. I've been spending a good amount of time with JJ. It's been pretty awesome. The one thing that went through my head is, "How long will my little brother respect me before I fall out of my own head?" I pray to God for consistency.
Man, I gotta read the Bible more. And sometimes I wish I was a spectacle in the room. Acknowledgement is a big thing...