Mother's Birthday
It's my mother's birthday today. A shame that she is in Cambodia with my father and doing missionary work. I guess that's not too bad when you're considering they're doing God's work. But in any case: Happy Birthday Mom!
I wonder how they are doing. Before I dropped them off, they told me to call them if any emergency arrived. I don't count the tornado because I dunno, it didn't feel like my time was done here on Earth. Same intuition I always feel when danger arises.
My mother is 60 today. She seems quite healthy - singing and praying in the morning. My mother, the prayer warrior. However, I also do see the fatigue overcoming her more and more as the days go by.
Anyways, last night I had a good conversation with my zeta sis, Jamie. It was really nice to catch up, as well as catching her up on my own life.
My head is more clear. It is too soon for me to even try to rekindle a fire between myself and Jessyca. This all mainly came from a dream I recall from my slumber.
recalling on memory: I see myself floating above in the skies. I look down and am about to place a red rose on Jessyca's car, but something stops me short. Something tells me I need to observe a little bit more. Jessyca and her mother walk out of the house and go into their car and they drive off. I follow. I overhear that Jessyca wants to try something but is afraid - so she says. Her mother look at her and with a calm face, she says, "It's too soon right now. Be patient." Although I don't remember hearing voices. This is what I surmised from their lips. I fly off to the distant sky and I awaken to the sound of my alarm.
>>Anyways, I am planning on going to CAMBODIA this summer for about a month.
--needa start writin letters out for sponsorship
>>If I can, I will go to JAPAN for 1 year.
>>If that doesn't follow through - ministry school it is.
I gotta remind myself that I gotta get myself in the gear of knowing I'm a grown man now.
I wonder how they are doing. Before I dropped them off, they told me to call them if any emergency arrived. I don't count the tornado because I dunno, it didn't feel like my time was done here on Earth. Same intuition I always feel when danger arises.
My mother is 60 today. She seems quite healthy - singing and praying in the morning. My mother, the prayer warrior. However, I also do see the fatigue overcoming her more and more as the days go by.
Anyways, last night I had a good conversation with my zeta sis, Jamie. It was really nice to catch up, as well as catching her up on my own life.
My head is more clear. It is too soon for me to even try to rekindle a fire between myself and Jessyca. This all mainly came from a dream I recall from my slumber.
recalling on memory: I see myself floating above in the skies. I look down and am about to place a red rose on Jessyca's car, but something stops me short. Something tells me I need to observe a little bit more. Jessyca and her mother walk out of the house and go into their car and they drive off. I follow. I overhear that Jessyca wants to try something but is afraid - so she says. Her mother look at her and with a calm face, she says, "It's too soon right now. Be patient." Although I don't remember hearing voices. This is what I surmised from their lips. I fly off to the distant sky and I awaken to the sound of my alarm.
>>Anyways, I am planning on going to CAMBODIA this summer for about a month.
--needa start writin letters out for sponsorship
>>If I can, I will go to JAPAN for 1 year.
>>If that doesn't follow through - ministry school it is.
I gotta remind myself that I gotta get myself in the gear of knowing I'm a grown man now.