Jan 19, 2010 00:50
So when Obi was over 3 nights ago... I looked over my livejournal stuff and read 5 years ago as to why it was the happiest day of my life.
Same day as today. It would have been 5 years.
The only song that speaks to me right now is:
Mayday Parade - Three Cheers For Five Years
Most of the lyrics apply to what's going on.
On a happier note - I was able to clean my room of 2 weeks of dust on my table. It feels good to have a clean room.
I don't know what I'm doing up still.
Oh...
Of course - the thought of maybe that she might even call me. I know. It won't happen. She definitely is over me. I am doing my best to move on. I really am. But I will never stop loving her.
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Bon voyaaaage...
So I should say.
"I got to thinkin' I should leave you alone. But we both know that I'm not that strong."
Oh... don't worry - it's been almost a week since I had last even said anything to her. She seems to be having her fill of fun.
The one thing I need to focus on is that "the harvest is here..." - God's kingdom nears...